2011年10月7日 星期五

1008 2011 六 陰

to Ken : 昨晚有空讀"陳寅恪集後記" 她們也是將它解釋為"精解"
夢見參加一研製遊艇project 每年要花2000萬新設計制造 " 卻無特別目的....
早上 BBC DuPont 支持my bottom line(此次探討 progressive觀:mistake/failure) 廣告之一是世界將有90億人 焉能無農業
想起應寫Steve Jobs 之leadership 這是特例 Apple公司給人(消費者)方便 賺人錢 卻為世人所感激

買些糕餅等明日2人聚會

想起應寫Steve Jobs 之leadership 這是特例 Apple公司給人(消費者)方便 賺人錢 卻為世人所感激
(這行是要求Kevin 等等幫忙 寫寫/傳 你們的想法 )

Dear H.C.,
1.很遺憾,也很抱歉明天無法參加年會;再找個時間大家聚一聚。
2.從二十年前初次碰Macintoch,就知道蘋果的技術是遠勝IBM的PC,尤其是友善的界面(GUI),讓人感受到的不僅是高科技,更重要的是使用者可以很容易地控制這個高科技的產品。我想就是這個感覺及基因一直在Apple 的產品內,因此才會有蘋果粉絲的存在。但由於蘋果的產品一直是採用封閉系統,因此我這個自許為工程師的人,並沒有成為蘋果迷。
3.蘋果的產品的確是改變了人類的生活史,本週的經濟學人中的特刊" Personal Technology",我想就點出了這點。雖然蘋果這樣的成就及影響力,Steve Jobs絶對是個決定性的人物,但我想這是蘋果圑隊共同的努力,才有今天的結果;尤其在今天看了簡體版的<<活著就為改變世界>>後,或許他有特殊的領導力(有人恨他,也有人願加入他的信念),但我想把這歸功於許多的天才付出,才有今日。
4.非常讚同本週經濟學人所提的幾個因素,aesthetics,making advanced technology simple to use...等蘋果產品的等色,而且最重要的是蘋果的產品真地很人性化及符合人們追求真、善、美的方向,完全的引導消費者,讓消費者感覺到蘋果的產品真地touch one's heart.
祝明天的年會成功。
Kevin


感謝Kevin 寫這篇這樣好的報告
我今天查一下Jobs 去大的大學 (史丹佛大學網站還有他的畢業典禮演說)
http://www.answers.com/topic/reed-college
美國教育資源之深厚 簡直不是蓋的

明天年會只有2人 但我剛剛讀一下 Out of the Crisis 第2章 還是有收穫

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今晨注意到Uniqlo的公車廣告有英日文學公司名) Q讀ku
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昨天碰到20多年前的老舍幽默詩文集
"提到"貓"的地方 值得一記
1934 序 末: (舍貓小球昨與情郎同逃 胡塗人有胡塗事 胡塗人有胡塗貓 合併聲明"
"舍貓(即舍地舍妹之舍)小球 每逢人搔其首 則咕嚕若鼓 求對仗之工 不惜自創曲實也"---注"誠掩耳以盜鈴 亦搔頭而摹鼓" (痰迷新格)
寫這些 也哀悼以前花大筆錢買一本日文的老舍Handbook 已流落他方 被人巧取走了


下午3點半 Kawase 先生來送我2本他90年代的小書 他80年代的3本更好
我花約2小時改/校他即將刊出的論文: ......弄不清楚台灣總都府對"砂韻之鐘"電影的態度......
2010年9月 台灣研究的國際化與深化 ―天理台灣學會第20屆國際學術紀念大會―
『サヨンの鐘』が台湾で上映されなかったのは、何故か」

「日治時期之台灣電影史與政策實施—史料之發掘與訪問調查研究:戰後篇」『台灣史料研究』 第36号 呉三連台灣史料基金會 2011年2月

2011年5月
「君たちのお爺さんお婆さんはどんな映画を見てきたか」(國立臺灣藝術大學)




他約下周四晚餐聚會
弄Jobs 弄清楚Reed College

前天跟小燕說 她們的頭飾/帽子多漂亮 :Three Activist Women Win Nobel Peace Prize
公眾人物的形象多重要
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想起應寫Steve Jobs 之leadership 這是特例 Apple公司給人(消費者)方便 賺人錢 卻為世人所感激
(這行是要求Kevin 等等幫忙 寫寫/傳 你們的想法 )

Dear H.C.,
1.很遺憾,也很抱歉明天無法參加年會;再找個時間大家聚一聚。
2.從二十年前初次碰Macintoch,就知道蘋果的技術是遠勝IBM的PC,尤其是友善的界面(GUI),讓人感受到的不僅是高科技,更重要的是使用者可以很容易地控制這個高科技的產品。我想就是這個感覺及基因一直在Apple 的產品內,因此才會有蘋果粉絲的存在。但由於蘋果的產品一直是採用封閉系統,因此我這個自許為工程師的人,並沒有成為蘋果迷。
3.蘋果的產品的確是改變了人類的生活史,本週的經濟學人中的特刊" Personal Technology",我想就點出了這點。雖然蘋果這樣的成就及影響力,Steve Jobs絶對是個決定性的人物,但我想這是蘋果圑隊共同的努力,才有今天的結果;尤其在今天看了簡體版的<<活著就為改變世界>>後,或許他有特殊的領導力(有人恨他,也有人願加入他的信念),但我想把這歸功於許多的天才付出,才有今日。
4.非常讚同本週經濟學人所提的幾個因素,aesthetics,making advanced technology simple to use...等蘋果產品的等色,而且最重要的是蘋果的產品真地很人性化及符合人們追求真、善、美的方向,完全的引導消費者,讓消費者感覺到蘋果的產品真地touch one's heart.
祝明天的年會成功。
Kevin


感謝Kevin 寫這篇這樣好的報告
我今天查一下Jobs 去大的大學 (史丹佛大學網站還有他的畢業典禮演說 我的日記收入)
http://www.answers.com/topic/reed-college
美國教育資源之深厚 簡直不是蓋的

明天年會只有2人 但我剛剛讀一下 Out of the Crisis 第2章 還是有收穫

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Kawase 先生送書
『平安如意-祈りの島・台湾-』『仙人になりそこねた男』
我還是最喜歡1975年他創立的刊物和 80年代的書
我幫他校台灣改電影史的一大公案的論文.....
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明天是禮拜天
英國的科學--幾個重要的硏究機關 關於法拉第領導的皇家學院和他的虔誠奉獻 讓人肅然起敬

2005年文史哲中西文化講座專刊

2005年文史哲中西文化講座專刊

2005年文史哲中西文化講座專刊

編者:東海大學中文系
出版社:文津出版
日期:2006年

前言
台灣50年來 (1945-2001)的中國文學研究導言 羅宗濤
從"知之濠上"到"無心外之物" 張亨
詩與音樂--並朗誦中英文詩歌 余光中
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留學生與近代中國思想啟蒙: 嚴復 魯迅 胡適的個案分析 張玉法 頁171-213 此篇引用的資料問題和錯誤很多 尤其是胡適部分 譬如說 胡頌平先生的大著 錯字也有 如將魯迅打成魯遜


Stanford Report, June 14, 2005






'You've got to find what you love,' Jobs says This is a prepared text of the Commencement address delivered by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, on June 12, 2005.

Video of the Commencement address.

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I've ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That's it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, it's likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.

This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope it's the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Thank you all very much.

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